Bar Thoughts

Sitting at the bar, thinking about how to get out of this and not relapse at the same time. 

He told me he would beat my ass if I didn’t shut up yesterday. I had to shut up so he wouldn’t hit me with my kids home. He’s never don’t anything like that when the kids were here. 

Later, he justified this by insisting “but it works. You shut up didn’t you?”.

I don’t understand why it’s getting so bad again. Why doesn’t he just love me?


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